Tag: anxiety
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A Daydream
i had a daydream then, as i was being drawn to the noose someone in the crowd yelled, traitor! it was so vivid as echoes on the old stone walls. the rope squeezed and i realized i’ve been traversing incomprehensible distances inside my own mind, while running the treadmill.
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Conversationalist
I’ve never considered myself to be a conversationalist, in fact I’ve beat myself up for being boring, for having nothing to say at the moment when something obviously needed to be said. Yet here I am writing poems, the written form of conversation.
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Sometimes I Wonder
Sometimes I wonder how this desolation in the gut, this tiredness in the heart, is the energy that keeps me going. How is this the energy that feeds the desire to keep trying?
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Memory
I subscribe to leading a life directed by a knowledge that memory is not only some place in your brain, that memory is stored in the muscles, nerves, and cells of your body and that when you learn to trust that memory you can live poetry.
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Too Many Mistakes (A Poem)
Well, i was laying on my side, melting into the mattress, liquid layers of vibrations, carrying me away. i was listening to my aura, as subatomic particles in mid flight; like a helicopter above and around my head. i felt the energy created through a lifetime my heart beats like a time bomb, everything whirring…
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Stories
Resigned to a reality where everything and everyone is story A lesson to be learned around every corner. Social circles. YouTube drama. Science fiction, reality TV. My ego is my project, projected through the screen. You know what I mean? Reflecting on a reflection of the actor acting the way I’ve seen Kristen Bell pens…
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Who Am I If I Don’t Have the Energy To Be Who I Want To Be?
Who am I if I don’t have the energy to be who I want to be.
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Applied Focus and Engagement is an Important Step in Having the Energy it Takes to be a Parent
Applied focus and engagement is an important step in having the energy it takes to be a parent.
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How Many Times Have I Not Had Enough Energy to Have the Patience to Just Listen?
How many times have I not had the energy enough to have the patience to listen?
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YOU ARE THE DEAD!
In this world death is boredom, it is the sinking feeling in your heart and your chest, pulling you down into the couch. A voice echoes, rippling through the corridors of space trapped within a mind. When you are the dead you don’t care about anything. Death is routine. It’s having the same reaction to…